1. LOST YOUR PEN = NO PEN
2. NO PEN = NO NOTES
3. NO NOTES = NO STUDY
4. NO STUDY = FAIL
5. FAIL = NO DIPLOMA
6. NO DIPLOMA = NO WORK
7. NO WORK = NO MONEY
8. NO MONEY = NO FOOD
9. NO FOOD = YOU GET SKINNY
10. SKINNY = YOU GET UGLY
11. UGLY = NO LOVER
12. NO LOVER = NO MARRIAGE
13. NO MARRIAGE = NO CHILDREN
14. NO CHILDREN = ALONE
15. ALONE = DEPRESSION
16. DEPRESSION = SICKNESS
17. SICKNESS = DEATH
Im drifting so far away and I dont know how to get back to you.
But let me thank you - because today is the day, and it is now or never.
So I thank you - a thousand times, for all that you are: Your big heart; Your generosity; Your sea of lovely ❤️❤️❤️ emojis; Yours, for not giving up on nobody ( huh! what do you mean? Youd be like, wondering.. and Id be like: yes! thats exactly what I mean 😊)
And your.well, I wrote it here, then I thought about it
I deleted it
I wrote again
And deleted it again
Guess it means to be unspoken. The best is left unsaid.
Hy ngủ đi em
Anh ru em ngủ
Hy tựa vai anh
Giấc ngủ bnh yn
Những ngy nn thơ
Từng đm đợi chờ
Những nụ hn xa
Trọn một giấc mơ
Giấc mơ ta cng nhau đi về nơi rất lạ
C ring anh v em mun đời khng cch xa
Ht ln cu tnh ca dẫu ngn năm đ mn
Nếu mai đy rời xa nhưng lng vẫn khng xa
Nếu mai đy rời xa mong rằng em chớ buồn
C đi khi tnh yu khng đẹp như giấc mơ
Giấc mơ ta gần nhau cho thời gian bất tận
Nếu mai đy rời xa nhưng lng vẫn khng xa...
I put the AirPods on in the morning as Im preparing myself for the day....then goes: Hy ngủ đi em
trọn một giấc mơ
giấc mơ ta gần nhau cho thời gian bất tận ...... my heart stops beating, I just wanna shut the curtain back down and fall right back to bed again.....
Honey, can we really really R E A L L Y love each other but pretend like we dont... like we dont love each other much at all, like we dont even like each other......... like... not even a little ???!!!!!!
Merry Christmas my darling Sinnombre, I wrote you 5 pages long :-) of Seasons Greetings back in December but then.......forgot.......to.......post it !!!
Cant really post it now that its Easter, can I ? So lets hope the earth isnt going to end any time soonnot before the next Christmas, cause I really like to wish you the best Holiday Season this time. I dont want to forget it again. Im serious.
Quick ❓
How would you translate : Somewhere Out There.
Google says đu đ ngoi kia..... I say ở đu...ngoi đ.......and you say ngoi đ... l đu... phải hun :-)
No, Im not joking. Please help !
You are so smart, surely you must love me more in order to keep me alive on this planet of Nhịp Cầu Duyn. You are the glue that keeps everything together all along didnt you know? Perhaps God sends you, you are the angel that will protect over me, keeping me safe and loved... Im blessed! Thank you God !!!
Im swallowing this big white pills, Im not sure what they are, but I can feel it, much deeper than I can say the magic words ... it runs in my veins, throughout my body... pulling me up to the pale moon, then landing me back down to the dark sea... what do you want me to say, does it even mean anything while the words that bury deep down are a thousand times more deadly... but if: I love you so much would do you just fine, then yes: I love you so much, I love you so much, I love you so much...
Im not sure if Im supposed to laugh or cry at Tnh nghĩa đi ta chỉ thế thi ??! I laugh at first though, hes being silly? but then I thought about it, it actually is like a real break up song? Whyyy? My Muộn mng l từ lc... is such a lovely song I could even sleep on it! well, it is somewhat tragic, but LOVING. Not... BREAKING or anything like that. Hes being mean to me... its just mean, I dont know about it, I cant laugh now.
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I cant keep writing about ❤️!
But between him and I, it seems to be the thing that is going on right now. They say 6 months, that is when the feeling subsided. You wont feel as intense, because the love spell has lost its potency ... mustve been evaporated up in the air or something ... REALLY ?! so when it rains, probably at midnight, Im gonna catch it back up in a blue bottle, and make sure to store it away safely; will definitely need it at some point...who wouldnt wants some extra ❤️ in his/her life eh ... oh heyyy, I could probably sell it too...
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That 6 months thing? I learned from listening to a song: Give me the first six months of love, before the truth comes spilling out, before you open your big mouth. One of the finest things in life, gone on a serotonin ride... Oops, I open my big mouth right from the start, I let my fingers do all the talking and I cant help it, I said its my hobby, MY QUARANTINE HOBBY!!! Ohhh...just let it be ... whats serotonin anyway?
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I wrote something the other day, thing about ❤️ of course ... its what I see/hear every day. He just has a way of weaving into my heart that way, so lovely! now Im hooked, Im in too deep ... 🙄?! will see about that...
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Its gonna be long, so long Im afraid. This: Silence is Gold thing just dont sit so well with me in this virtual world. In real life, I dont talk much. But WORDS? It just comes straight from my head/heart =>> to my fingers (the thumbs to be exact!) =>> onto the screen...so fast, much faster than I could open my mouth???
... wish I could communicate with my Dad this way too, easier for me ... but hes gonna stick with the verbal communication for now, he prefers to hear his own voice I think.
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So Im here!
Im here at ni nhiều ?!!! um... I need to change this title? I was just trying to make a point at his Silence is Gold back in August ... but its March 15th! Now! Ohhh heyyy SPRINGGG 🌷🌷🌷
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❤️ the songs he posted here too, come to think of it. All of them. I love him. He saved the best songs for me. Every time. I love this man. I love him...
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Im being IMPATIENT again... lets pray now darling, calm yourself down, gentle now ... [Michelle would tell me that. I usually dont like to hear, I dont listen, I would argue right back at her... but it gives a different vibe when you actually tell that to yourself. Its like your own personal inner highest God is saying...].
